i feel a change a comin'

hey hey! soooo i have been missing...well not really missing but just not here. i check in daily on the blogs i follow but i have not written in quite some time...more like a month or so... soooo please accept my apologies. i am so sure you were all just biting your nails and sitting on the edges of your seats wondering where in the heck i was...hahaha the truth is...i am here...in houston...just living life and going with the flow. i have a little going on...ok a lot more than a little but i can't really open up tooo much about it...but i will give you a little insight on where i have been and whats been going on with me...
so first things first...change...a word that is not so big with lots of big consequences that come with it. it is the word that describes my life right now...change...i am in the middle of a changing season in my life. the biggest change i cannot speak of as of yet but just be praying for a really big change i want in my life...reread that...yes i want it...so now i need you guys to be praying that i will do what God wants in my life. that is all i can say...i am sorry...if you want more info, email me or send me a private comment or something...
the next big change...weight. ok i am a girl...we all are all the time wanting to change our weight but here's the thing... i have to change it. for the first time in my life, i am fearful of what will become of me if i don't change it. so instead of sitting around and feeling sorry for myself, i am working out...and eating a lil better... the latter will come more and more the more i work out. so, i just had an epitome...a wake up call...an aha moment. call it what you will...i am changing for the better...i care about me and if i care, then i need to start loving myself and doing the things my body deserves...not slowly killing it. so please be in prayer that this is not just a passing thought or a fleeting moment...please pray for persistence during this and for small successes and for overall health. i am excited for this change! maybe i will start something...like a prayer pound pal...you can pray for each pound i want to lose and i will encourage and pray for whatever your pound you are bearing is...you know it doesn't have to be a fat pound...it could be anything that is weighing you down...so who likes it? who wants to join the prayer pound pal fun?
so...those are the two big changes...that hold a lot of weight in my life...they are all i focus on and are what i am putting my energy into...now i do put energy into work and life but other than that, this is what my focus has been on...
so...change...its my color...its my season to change...its where i am...
where are you? whats going on with your life? whats your word?
sorry its been so long...but i am a changed woman and will do better! i promise...and hey...if it makes you feel better, i have been praying for each and every one of you that i follow or that happens to drop by...i just haven't been able to write...i can pray...every day...i can pray...so let that be your comfort in my absence...
love you all and wish you all a wonderful week!